01022011

2011 Fitness run, I got 5th :D 5km, hot sunny day. cold shower.

Tomorrow will be the first day of Chinese new year.
Father's hometown is KL, mother's hometown is Malacca, therefore mine is KL.
Every year I go to Malacca, mother is selfish... she only has feelings for her parents, whereby dad has no feelings for his mother. Aunts have to follow their husbands back to hometown. Parents moved to Singapore before I was born, only visit every Chinese new year for a few days then drive me to Malacca. Grandma is left alone in KL for Chinese new year without her son. Only son. Grandma is old. I'm always in between. I have feelings. Only child, have to handle more important shit than this.
I don't know. Life sucks.

You're right, I am selfish. I have no rights but I am jealous and I dislike it when you flirt with other girls or they do to you. I still care. I don't know. I am confused.