19092011

Confused.
I really don't know what I want. All I need is a guy I can talk to about everything, make me happy and hug whenever I feel like, I guess. It might sound very selfish of me but perhaps hook up sounds better for me. It's always me who's replying texts late, the one who says nights first, the one who doesn't wanna go out or can't go out and AOSDUSAIDASUIDNSJX.

I don't understand what love is, maybe I'm still too young to understand.
Define relationship.
"If you don't plan to get married with him, why are you with him?"

You said I used you... I wasn't. Am I?
Is it because of curiosity? pleasure? accompany?
Perhaps I wonder too much.
I don't deserve to be loved.

The moment I enjoyed the most with you was at the club :}

03092011

Do you know you are making me cry? The worst thing is I can't because my parents are around. This is just going nowhere. Hurts.

01082011

He was always there when I needed a hug or someone to talk to. All the guys lie but he doesn't. I talk to him about everything and he doesn't tell the world. He's mind is rarely on earth because he goes clubbing very often and smokes shit. I don't go clubbing or smoke shit therefore my time with him is usual just during break because we take different subjects.
We had many good times.

• I bought him Tigerbeer and brought it to school for him because I promised him for doing some shit.
• We had a hug competition, whoever gets the most hugs win. He grabbed everyone to him.
• He bought me a bar of snickers and I bought him a can of redbull for some reasons.
• "Studied" together at 7am before IGCSEs.
• Talk about his life: "what happened last night".
• Kicked my chair during English class when he is bored. Borrowed each others stationery. Scribbled on my Chemistry book "TRUST ME <3" because he pissed me off.
• He sniffed ethyl chloride... came and sit next to me and kept laughing.
  
• I bought him a zippo as a birthday present eventhough I don't encourage him to smoke.
• He gives me advices like a brother should.
• He being Eminem.
• When I am upset... he opens up his arms and wrap me with them.
• I got him a necklace as his 16th birthday.
  
• TOO MUCH SHIT.
  

His retarded faces. I love him. He is special and just amazing.
One and only gaybestfriend.
He is irreplaceable.

18072011

I have been in Singapore for a few days. AT, Maisarah and I went to the East Coast Park. Maisarah was one hour late because she went to the National Library. She brought Ezra along but he left after saying Hi because he has exams the next day. AT and I rented bicycles... Maisarah rented roller blades. Singapore's transportation system is good compared to Malaysia's. I took MRT and bus to reach there. You can even rent a kayak but we didn't plan to. The day was good though it was kinda drizzling the whole afternoon. Later, Maisarah's parents dropped AT and I home.

Dad asked me to stay at home the next day.

The next day I realised he took leave that's why. I couldn't be bothered so I told him that I am going to the National Library. Dad decided to go to JB. Did you know that every MRT station has a shopping mall? Yea, I ended up shopping for 2hours then I went to the library which was just next to it. Singapore and Malaysia just cannot be compared. Spent most of my time at the Biology section. I reached home at 7pm. Few minutes later, dad came back from JB...

Confused feelings.

Something just doesn't feel right. You have actually moved on but I made you look back. He asked and I said no. What if you asked her and she said yes? I don't know.

I'm sorry.

12072011

Woke up early and went to get a haircut then dropped by MIGS for a while. Had lunch then went home. Being compared with my neighbor's children. I washed my clothes and hanged them out, noone knows. Why compare? Nothing is perfect. People are just weird. Pissed off so I went to bed.

ASUIASHDUASIDHASD i miss you.

11072011

I should have went to winnie's to get my haircut and dyed then go to the market day thingy at MIGS then maybe hang out with Jess thenthen back to MIGS for the performance night!

INSTEAD OF staying at home finishing tissue box. AUYSDGASHDSDUIW. FML.

a million sneezes.

Received a text message from him...
I'm too sick to think. I can take you as a friend but you don't ever expect me to walk to you like other girls and say hi first. You can totally think that I am ignoring you. I'm not in the mood to talk to you. That's how you used to be.

I can't go out with Jessica or attend MIGS performance night today because my flu got worse.
BAISDBDIEDJSK, I'm gonna cook later because I'm home alone. The best part is eating, the worst part is washing.

Continuation.

Tash's mummy dropped Elli, Tash, Hope and I at Shangri-la hotel. And so all of us got dress for our next event. Olivia, Tania and RachelKiew came and planned to stay the night with us. My phone battery was flat because I forgot to charge it so Tash was worried and so she planned to contact my friends and pick me up from Maison at 3am. Received Maisarah's text saying be careful and stuff. I don't have so called bestfriends but I have real friends (: Tash, Elli, Hope and I took a cab and they dropped me at Maison. Clubbing is not fun. Just not. My main purpose was to get drunk but I don't like alcohol. I might be very weird to some people. I kept on drinking and someone poured some whiskey or shit into my mouth... taste very bitter. The best part is just the music, the songs, the bass and the volume. People were smoking like chimney until I find it really hard to breath. I was wondering how bad my lungs and liver were damaged but looking at others... how often do I go clubbing? Oh well... just one night, not much damage can be done. ...Just the two of us know what happened... Sat outside with a bunch of people and talked. I was not drunk, maybe just a little tipsy. Then Andy brought me back to Shangri-la hotel... Tash and Elli got back few minutes after we did. They didn't believe I was not drunk and so I talked to them about everything and Biology, they began to believe me. My shirt was covered with smoke, I didn't have extra, the girls offered some clothes but they might not have any for the next day and so I slept in a bath robe. I kept on spitting bubbles and felt like vomiting. Sitting next to the toilet bowl at around 5am. Just horrible. The girls planned to sleep when the sun rise and so they did.

I woke everyone up at 8ish because I am cool like that. Then I called the room service to fix the lights. All of us were hungry so we get ready and off for breakfast. We went to Pavilion for breakfast... some at TGIF. Then we saw Zainal, Kevin, Hakim, Shuri, Hannah and AYoung. Headed back to the hotel and chilled.

17062011

The day I graduate.
Went to Winnie's at 1030am. Then walked to school to meet Tash. Followed Tash home with Tanisha and Elli. We ate lunch and chilled. Went to Shangri-la hotel to check in with Tash's daddy. Time was running out. Tash's mummy picked us up and all of us went to winnie's to get our hair done. AUSYDASDHA... she paid for everything. Everyone was probably on their way to Prince hotel but we were on our way to Tash's house. Tash's and my bladder were about to explode because of waiting at the Saloon... there goes Hosh, "LET ME GO TO THE TOILET FIRST". Tash rushed to the toilet before Hosh could. Nik was in his room being a nerd. Hosh opened his arms and said, "Hug meee quick! Amida is not here! Quickkk!" and so I did. We have always wanted to give each other a hug but Amida is always around so we both decide not to because she might get jealous or whatsoever. Elli and I start to get ready and Tash's mummy was doing make up for her. Hosh was walking around and singing. Nik drove us to prince hotel with Hosh next to him in his new car. Nik and Hosh were dancing and singing... music volume to the maximum. Hosh went "WHATTHEFUCKKK". Good times.

Prom night begins. We hanged outside for quite some time, took pictures then we went in with our prom date. Went up onto the stage... people clapped and yeaaa, went to our tables. We ate and watched videos, presentations and performances. I had fun making noises with Tash (: and looking at teacher's facial expression when Amida, RachelLoh and Nina were dancing. Aunt won the lucky draw. I was happy to see faces I haven't seen for a long time. Prom King and Prom Queen goes to Shuri and Shaun. Then we took more pictures after everything.

26062011

The reason why I'm doing this with you for 3days is because I want you to be independent, I can't talk to you everyday. To avoid the fact when you text or message me, I might not be able to reply you and you might be upset. Once we leave this country, I will be busy.

10062011

EXAMS ARE OVER. Last paper was biology paper1, it was fine. Addmaths paper2 was easier than paper1 to me. Went to Tash's house with Hope and Elli. Had lunch and some girls talk. Later, we met up with Maisarah in Pavilion and walked around looking for dresses. Every girl got their dress except for Maisarah, RachelKiew and I. We are just cool. Finally, found dresses we like and I bought mine. Hungryyy, we went to TGIF. We met hosh, amida and friends there. Maisarah was the most annoying customer. AHEHAHE... mindfucking the waiter.

31052011

5papers more to go then I'm done with high school. I will definitely miss school, 11years in MIGS.
Aim:

• ICT- A*
• Art- B
• Business- A
• ESL- B
• Addmaths- B
  
• Physics- B
• Biology- A
• Chemistry- A?
  

No high expectations, I tried my best. If I get higher than my expectation then that would be great, if not... I'll study harder for that in future.

I was thinking about you and there came your text message. That moment when you realise the person you miss, misses you too. It's been a month since we talked. It's weird how we can text until both of us fall asleep. But seriously, I don't know what is going on between us. You can make me smile easily but also upset. I don't like it when you talk about her to me because things just get awkward after we talk about her. What're you thinking about? I would sneak into your brain and find out, if I can.

17052011

I have been studying.
IGCSEs killing me. 12 papers more to go.
I screwed up my ESL paper2.
Business paper1 & ICT overall was alright. Physics paper1 was weird.
I seriously don't know what I want. You are becoming so mean to me.
I love you > I hate you.
I can't wait to get out of school, those bitches and those guys. Everyone just wants to grow up so fast. No one really knows me. FY.

The first time my last text to you without "I love you". I feel weird.

24042011

Art IGCSE is over.
Tomorrow morning, ICT IGCSE Paper2. I can't fucking wait. I didn't have Microsoft Access so I downloaded it, trial version. I practised so much, the trial duration is overrrr.
I have been studying...

15042011

AIUDAIOASUIASD. Finally, you can say I'm done with my Art IGCSE.
Art extra class. RachelKiew and I almost got run over by a car. Studied Business.

You moved on. I'm glad for you in a way. You moved on so fast, it's hard for me to believe you loved me.

14042011

StudyStudyStudy.
I woke up at 8am, it was a very hard thing to do. How am I going to wake up at 6am from next week onwards?! FML. Went to school for Art extra class. I'm almost done with my Art IGCSE. After lunch, I went off to bed. It began to rain heavily. I feel lazy.

A relationship should not ruin friendship.

11042011

Business. ICTTheory.
IAUOSHWIHDUCSNWIDSDA.
08042011- Went to Singapore's embassy. Checking out Singapore MOE system. Freaking out. Business. Deactivated Facebook.

09042011- Aileen's house. Lunch. Checking out her prom dress. Business. Got some Physics notes printed. Checking out my college. Taught her how to play a song on the piano.

10042011- Business. I wanted to go to the bookstore, no transport, followed Aunt back to her house and slept over there.

Played piano. Breakfast with grandma's sister and relatives. Followed Aunt to her work area, she offered me manicure. Got my fingernails done. ICTTheory. It started to rain heavily. Finally, reached home. Home alone. No electricity, somehow managed to fall asleep. Rain stopped, I woke up... no electricity so I had to push that switch thingy. Dinner. ICTTheory. Activated Facebook.

I miss you.

06042011

01042011- April fool's day. Parents' day. I got fooled by Tania. McDonald's Drive thru with our invisible car. Christian, Tania, RachelKiew, Tash, Zalikha, Bahar, Maisarah, MrAjesh, MrBala, Shaun? Ariff? and anyone left out? Hmmm. Art extra class.

02042011- Art extra class.

04042011- Art extra class.

05042011- Art extra class. Ariff and Christian came early. I shook Ariff's cokeee before it was opened, he opened and received a surprise. Christian was having fun with his white pen.

06042011- Shahul's tuition with Tash. Art extra class. Heavy rain. Went to MidValley with him and watched "Just go with it" and "Sucker punch". Went to MPH to get Dad&Mum Birthday card. Dinner at Carl'sJunior.

31032011

29032011- Last day of Art IGCSE Component 1, I didn't finish it. I was freaking upset. Eyes were covered with tears but I managed to control. I felt numb therefore I went and got piercings to remember that day. Art might not be important to you but it is very to me.

30032011- Careers' day. Indian. Chinese. British.

Prefects' outing. We went to Genting Highlands. Outdoor/extreme park.
I wore shorts and singlet/tank top, more than 10 people called me crazy.
It wasn't cold.
- Cable car. Christian shouting and screaming. He was scared... so was I.
- Cyclone. Debbie.
- Corkscrew. Debbie. We screamed like nobody's business.
- SnowWorld. It wasn't cold. Face was covered with artificial snow because of the guys.
- Lunch. Shaun challenged me to tie a knot with a cherry stork with my tongue.
- Bumper cars. Felt so pro at driving.
- FerrisWheel. Scary.
- Flume ride thingy. Masakazu and RachelKiew :) Aileen, Christian and Tania. All wet.
- Shooting game. Tania, RachelKiew, Christian, Aileen, Masakazu. Christian considers me a pro xD
- Milk bubble tea.
- Cable car. Aileen was scared. Maisarah was freaking out because her camera lens cover was outside the gondola.
Some went onto the space/solero shot. I was afraid that I can't handle the pressure, I might vomit all my organs out xD

I don't know what fun is but I smiled and laughed :)

28032011

26032011- Art extra class.
27032011- Art.
4hours. Art exam, I was going slow and steady. Now, all worried.
I feel fucked up.
I can't wait for it to end.

I stopped you from doing things you like because I believe they're not good for you. Now, you've found a girl who would do all the things with you. I'm glad for you. Falling deeply in love with her. After knowing why she did all that, please don't come crying to me.
I made a right choice.

22032011

BUSYBUSYBUSY.
I stayed back everyday for Art.
18032011- I stayed back for ICT.

19032011- Art extra class. Art Installation- 'Emotional journey'. MrAjesh and Tash took pictures. I went shopping.

20032011- I went shopping and bought a pair of high heels :D

21032011- Tash said a word that made me laugh like shit but I can't remember :( Addmaths, I sat with Kevin.

Today, I skipped school because I have free period in the morning and (MrShahul's sick) free period in the afternoon. It was raining heavily. I woke up at 8ish then went back to sleep... woke up at 9 then gave myself another 30minutes. I copied an artist's work and didn't record his name and was told that if I can't find his name... I have to tear off his work(my work). I have been searching his name, Ajesh helped and Aileen offered to help too but not found. I began to search for the artist's name. I FINALLY FOUND IT. At that moment, I couldn't stop smiling and felt freaking smart because of the way I found it. Then off to school. Did Art and discussed my final piece with MrAjesh. Came home and did Art again.

It has been raining alot lately.

17032011

16032011- I stayed back with Mr Ajesh and did Art.
Just because she is my bestfriend doesn't mean she is always right to me. I strongly believe she did nothing wrong therefore shut up.

I don't want to hear anything about you anymore because it really hurts to know what you did and what happened. Do you know how much it hurts?! You can drink and do something to forget me but I can't. If only you read my blog and understand how I feel. It fucking hurts like shit. I smile because I have no rights. I shouldn't be selfish. I'm just jealous, but according to others, jealous shows that you love someone. I should move on. After all, when you love someone you do become stupid. I'm confused.
Therefore, I should not love.
I don't deserve your love anyways.
Most of all, I don't want to lose a friend like you.

14032011

13032011- You told me you have feelings for someone else. Somehow I felt horrible but I'm glad for you. Out of all the girls, why her? I have no rights to question you. My dear, you don't know her well.

MrAjesh was ABSENT.
Addmaths, we were asked to do questions and I got most of them right with no help... that was a surprise. Business, every minute was like an hour. Biology, I felt smart because I helped Tash, JuHyung, Shaun and Edward :D Came home, home alone, lazy to cook, no lunch, took a nap. It started to rain and so I felt lazy, watched TV. Cousins came over and bought me a burger for dinner.

Feeling useless.

12032011

11032011- Almost fall asleep while doing Chemistry test. Stayed back for the Audition. Went to Tash's house with Elli. We ate lunch and, sat and lied around. We went to Selangor Polo club to pick up Adilla then off we went to Pavilion and had a dinner at TGIF. Talktalktalk. We walked in the rain to KLCC. Dropped Tash home.

I dreamed I had 10 Golden Retriever puppies, 8 of them when missing, 2 left :( I was sad and I cried.
I can be tired even when I'm asleep.

12032011- Woke up at 8ish. Went across with Kevin and got my breakfast then went to school for ICT and Art extra classes. Went across to buy MrAjesh's lunch. I planned to go for Shahul's addmaths tuition but changed my mind. ArtArtArt. Some people came and fogged the whole school with the mosquito thingy. We were stuck in the room for a while. I went home and did ArtArtArt. I took a nap. Then went to Aunt's house for dinner. The little boy was freaking chubby! Cuteee. Cousins came home with me then we talked about school. I went to bed while they were still around.

I dreamed of you. I will not forget. I guess I really miss you terribly.

08032011

I have been busy.
Art extra classes and AddMaths tuition.
Yesterday, I stayed back and watched the match- MIGS vs Sayfol.

I felt very tired, tears fell off my eyes... Sick and tired of everything.

Today, stayed back for Art extra classes then went to Tash's house for lunch. Addmaths tuition with Tash. English tuition with Kevin and JuHyung because IGCSE ESL oral exam starts tomorrow. Had a fast dinner with Kevin's sister, Kevin and JuHyung.

You are trying so hard to make me jealous. Well done, I am.
Maybe you are not trying to make me jealous... but I am.

Should I let go the kite?

01032011

Yesterday, Someone confessed and I said "No" because I assumed that I belong to you, just not now.

Whenever I am online, I wonder when you will come online.
Finally, you are online. Now, I stare and start wondering when you will going offline.
The moment you go offline, I will feel horrible because I expect you to talk to me.

He might say why must or should I?
It's because I want to but I've been making the first move to many times.

-Just because I'm busy doesn't mean I don't love you.

26022011

23rd- Bought Stefano a bouquet of lollipops because it was his birthday.
24th- Received a bouquet of lollipops from Stefano.
Fightfightfight.
Interhouse- Football. Netball. Zalikha and I skipped ECA. Rain heavily. Did Art.
25th- Sports quiz and Alphabet quiz.
Today, I woke up early. I ate breakfast. Went to school for Art extra class. I reached first, then came MrAjesh who was a few steps behind me. Did 3 pieces of larger than A2 charcoal work in less than 30minutes :D Filled my 3pieces of A2 for my Art IGCSE. Once I finish the write up, I will be done. MrAjesh bought us snacks. ChocolatesChipsSoftdrinks. We stayed back until 2pm. MrAjesh wanted to leave at 1pm but he changed his mind. He turned on music for us. His taste of music is weird but good. Hope, Bahar and I stayed for a while after 2pm. Then I left with Bahar because my uncle said he will be late and he is busy. Bahar's mom, Bahar and I went to an Iranian supermarket for some grocery shopping. Fascinating things. We then went to Setiawangsa Jusco for lunch, from there my uncle picked me up. A little shopping. Dinner. Home.

WHY.

Because I can't concentrate on my studies.
Because I spend too much time on you.
Because I don't want to say 'no' to you.
Because I don't want to hurt you.
Because I don't want to lie to you.
Because I don't tell you.
Because I don't want you to be sad.
Because I always have to do the first move.
Because I have to ask.
Because I protect you.
Because I am tired.
Because I am sorry.
Because I care.
Because I can't forget you.
Because I think of you.
Because I miss you.
Because I love you.

Because you can't hear me.
Because you assume.
Because you have got no guts.
Because you bottle up your feelings.
Because you don't tell me.
Because you don't ask.
Because you don't care.
Because you are always lost.
Because you avoid me.
Because you don't speak to me.
Because you made me fall for you.

Once, still, always have, always will.

22022011

Yesterday.
Addmaths, I understood. I was sitting next to Ifan, duhhh.
Business, MrNg told me that he won Toto4D because of me xD 1136. Had a silly talk with MrShiraz.
Prefect's meeting.
ICT, did theory test while texting Tash.
Biology, did a paper6.
Stayed back with Christian, Maisarah and RachelKiew for Art. McDonald's. LMFAO.
Christian's mommy :)
Had dinner.
Reached home. Arttttt.

Today.
Free period. Did Art. MsAzleen's room. Library. MrMuhammed's room.
Physics. BORINGGG.
Prefect's meeting.
Addmaths, lost. Headache.
Art, did a piece of work :D
English, BORINGGG. Almost fell asleep, Kim kicked my chair xD
McDonald's takeaway. Walked to Shahul's tuition with AYoung.

At tuition-(Conversation) (:
AYoung: Fuck off.
SiYing: Fuck yourself.
MrShahul: HEY.


Heavy rain. Went home.
Did art.
Ate Dinner.
Did art.

20022011

Yesterday.
Saturday, a weekend. I woke up at around 8am because of ICT extra class.
Went to school.
Waited for the accounting extra class to end.
Went across with Shaun and Honnesh. Then came Tengu, Tania and Zalikha.
Masakazu, Kevin, AC and Ifan stayed at school.
McDonald's. Take away.
Went back to school. RachelKiew came.
ICT extra class starts.
Did past years.
Kevin being naughty.
Then I threw away my one third eaten burger. Anti-McDonald's. Tasted horrible.
The guys played a little football. I had a little talk with Tengu.
Got picked up by my Uncle. Did a little Art. Went shopping.
Bought a BLADEEEE! (: Smiledsmiledsmiled. Got called crazy.
Got home.
Went to cousin's birthday party. Reached home at 12am.

Today.
Woke up at 10.55am. Heard a text message and thought it was just a dream, woke up and realised I received one in real life. Ate a bread. Began to work on Art. Watched TV. Facebook-ed.
Texted MrLim to ask about Art IGCSE. ARTARTART.

18022011

Yesterday was the last day of Chinese New Year.
Did Art.
Shiraz caught me copying/doing Business past years at the very last minute.
Finished Chemistry test.
DatinChristie caught Tash bullying me :D
House meeting.

Alarm off. Overslept.
Assembly. WalkforChildren.
Basketball for PE.
BIOLOGYYYYY.
...Chemistry.
Diamide+Dicarboxylic acid= Nylon
Dialcohol+Dicarboxylic acid= Polyester
Did Art.

16022011

I was asked to skip school today because my uncle wanted to send his mother to visit her siblings.
I disliked the plan because the next day I have Addmaths, Chemistry and Art. I could have been left home alone but aunt was worried.
Last night, uncle drove us to Bahau, Negeri Sembilan. Two hours drive.
We reached there at around 9pm. Had dinner with everyone.
Then we went to uncle's aunt's house.
Adults were playing a card game, more of betting. I played with a little girl.
After a while, I joined the adults. Everything ended at 1am.
Won 60bucks.
I went to bed. A King/Queen size bed, all to myself :D

Today, I woke up at around 7am. Received a text message from Maisarah.
Continued my sleep.
Woke up. Packed. Shower.
Went to uncle's another aunt's house.
Then we went for breakfast. Back to KL.
Had a bad headache in the car because uncle was speeding.
Reached school at 11.45am.
Went to the library to do Art, did not want to distract MrRaj's Addmaths class.

We have collected RM1136 from Valentine's Day. Thankyou for everyones help (:

ART. ADDMATHS. BUSINESS. PHYSICS.

14022011

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.
Roses.
Hershey Kisses.
Handmade roses by Nina.

Chuiyie's blue cupcake.
1 rose from Shaun. 1 rose from Kim. 5 roses from Zainal.
Your love is truly appreciated (:
HAHEHAHEHAHEAE.
Stayed back with Maisarah. Mcdonalds. Kim, Ariff, Andy and JH.
ChineseNewYear open houseeee.

I feel bad. I'm sorry for those who wanted to buy but we ran out. I will apologize by doing something else instead of just saying sorry. I've got a plan. WATCH ME.

Tomorrow, Public Holiday.

ChineseNewYear.
FitnessRun.
Sport'sDay.
Valentine'sDay.
EVERYTHING IS OVER.
StudyStudyStudy. SeriousSeriousSerious.

I don't get it. Do you?
I bet you don't get it too.

13022011

Money can buy everything?
Just because you are born rich...
You still have to respect.
BITCH.
My love is something you can't buy with money.
HAEHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAE.

Woke up at 9.30am.
Took pictures for Art.
Lunch.- Tasteless because I've got a bad flu.
Went to get my pictures printed.
Shopped. Walked in the rain.
Heavy rain.
Uncle made some drink. Like a Witch, He mixed everything together *Whatever is on the table which is edible. Lime juice+Pamelo/Grapefruit+Ice.
I refused to drink because it would make me feel better. VITAMIN C. It tasted good though.
Went to the florist and shopping mall.
Dinner.- I disliked it.

SOMEONE PISSED ME OFF TODAY.

12022011

Someone tried to wake me up in the morning, morning text message. *Every weekends/public holiday's morning alarm. Phone on silent, vibration off (: Woke up at 10am, made breakfast.
Facebook.
Addmaths.
Art.
Heavy rain- Sleeeeeep.
I felt sleepy the whole day. SNEEZESNEEZESNEEZE. Having a badddd flu.

11022011

Yesterday, I woke up with an ear blocked, sore throat, felt unwell.
"Sport's Day"
Shaun got his face painted. I made yellow stars on cardboards as props for March past.
Went to the stadium. Got face painted. March past. Gymrama. Not prepared at all, first event, 1500m. After the race I was all wet as if it was raining... sweat. 4x100m.
Basically ran 1.6km. Drank lots of 100plus and water.
Cheered for the participants.
Teachers chasing Junior runners, because they didn't know where was the finishing line.
Opened the Valentine's Day request box. Sorted it out.
Ate Lunch at Lavine.
Went to the florist.
Went shopping for Valentine's Day materials.
Went home.
Went shopping for Valentine's Day materials again.
Sent an email to FitzGerald.

Today, I woke up with an eye swollen.
"Prize Giving Day"
Combined Assembly: Juniors and Seniors.
Samuel Opabola and Debbie Opabola: Most sportive.
I've got myself a medal.
Proud of the guys who didn't believe that they would win a race and end up got themselves medals too.
Gymrama:

1. Topaz
2. Sapphire
3. Ruby
4. Emerald

Ruby won, with the highest points.
Made an announcement to the juniors during their lunchbreak.
Got more Valentine's day requests. Everything sorted out.
Did a Biology test.
Went home. Did Art. Took a nap.
Woke up, my condition got worse. *Everytime I wake up my condition gets a little worse.

Exposed too much to the Sun. Not feeling well. Sneezing. Sore throat :(
Why am I doing all this again?
I care too much.
Busybody.

Another shitty week. Finally, it's over.
1st of February, Fitness run. 9th and 10th of February, Sport's day. In total, I ran 8km (8000m.)
Distance from KL Sentral to Aquaria KLCC :D

09022011

Managed to finished two questions in 8minutes? Logarithm. Indices. HAPPY :)

"Sport's Day Rehearsal"
Basically, I did all the events today except 400m.
200m.
4x400m.
800m.

At least we have people who wanted to participate and don't mind replacing but we were not allowed. No changes can be made- Stupid.
He is just lazy to go inform other teachers, the judges and the MC.- Excuse.
Doing this is not like we gain anything from it. Well, medals. Points for? Nothing.

Tug of warrrr-
1. Emerald.
2. Ruby.
3. Topaz.
4. Sapphire.
Painted Topaz shirt with Tash. Tiger stripes.

Last sport's day in MIGS. OH WELL.

I hope you're fine.

08022011

Made the Valentine's Day request box.
Was asked to do Summer 2002/Paper 1, instead Masakazu and I did

1. Summer 2003/Paper 1 *crumpled the paper
   
2. Winter 2002/ Paper 1 *crumpled the paper
   

Finally, the right paper, the bell rang.
As I was changing, Chuiyie and Kuyeong was asking me to strip for them :O :O ;)
Stayed back until 4.30pm to watch Topaz gymrama with Tash.
Went to Shahul's tuition.
This korean guy, nice hair colour and style, cute, I admire him. I assume he is a GOODBOI.
Add maths. 2 hours.
Brain went numb. Couldn't think at all.
Reached home around 9pm, after dinner.

07022011

Yesterday was my last day of celebrating Chinese New Year even though it is still Chinese New Year.

I went to school at 10.45am because I didn't want Addmaths.
Stayed back after school. Watched every house's gymrama and took pictures with people's phone with Tash and set it as their wallpaper :D
-RachelKiew. Elli. Nina. Katrina.

Year11s Parent's day.

05022011

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. 2011. RABBIT YEAR.

Back to KL. 3 days 2 nights in Malacca.
1st day: From KL to Malacca *STUDY*. EAT. Visited aunt(mother's eldest sister)'s house. Visited cousin's new house. Went back to that aunt's house. EAT. Went back to aunt's house. EAT. WATCH TV. SLEEP.
2nd day: EAT. Visited aunt(mother's 2nd elder sister)'s house. EAT. Visited aunt(mother's eldest sister)'s house with cousins, mom, aunt and grandma. Went back to aunt's house. EAT. WATCH TV. EAT . SLEEP.
3rd day: EAT. From Malacca to KL.

EAT was the only word I know. I prefer Malacca than KL in a way... the life as if there's no worries, that's not my life. My time is running out... OH WELL.

Grandpa gave me a plastic bag full of kampung eggs (: *Every year he does.
...he is one of people I would die for.
He has hearing problems... well, he is 80+ or 90+. He speaks softly knowing that we are not deaf unlike grandma. It's hard to communicate with him, smile and use actions?

DAD'S RULES (checklist):

• No boyfriend before the age of 18.
• No sleepover at friend's house.

It's raining heavily now. It's gonna be a good night tonight (:

Continue working on Art tomorrow.

01022011

2011 Fitness run, I got 5th :D 5km, hot sunny day. cold shower.

Tomorrow will be the first day of Chinese new year.
Father's hometown is KL, mother's hometown is Malacca, therefore mine is KL.
Every year I go to Malacca, mother is selfish... she only has feelings for her parents, whereby dad has no feelings for his mother. Aunts have to follow their husbands back to hometown. Parents moved to Singapore before I was born, only visit every Chinese new year for a few days then drive me to Malacca. Grandma is left alone in KL for Chinese new year without her son. Only son. Grandma is old. I'm always in between. I have feelings. Only child, have to handle more important shit than this.
I don't know. Life sucks.

You're right, I am selfish. I have no rights but I am jealous and I dislike it when you flirt with other girls or they do to you. I still care. I don't know. I am confused.