18072011

I have been in Singapore for a few days. AT, Maisarah and I went to the East Coast Park. Maisarah was one hour late because she went to the National Library. She brought Ezra along but he left after saying Hi because he has exams the next day. AT and I rented bicycles... Maisarah rented roller blades. Singapore's transportation system is good compared to Malaysia's. I took MRT and bus to reach there. You can even rent a kayak but we didn't plan to. The day was good though it was kinda drizzling the whole afternoon. Later, Maisarah's parents dropped AT and I home.

Dad asked me to stay at home the next day.

The next day I realised he took leave that's why. I couldn't be bothered so I told him that I am going to the National Library. Dad decided to go to JB. Did you know that every MRT station has a shopping mall? Yea, I ended up shopping for 2hours then I went to the library which was just next to it. Singapore and Malaysia just cannot be compared. Spent most of my time at the Biology section. I reached home at 7pm. Few minutes later, dad came back from JB...

Confused feelings.

Something just doesn't feel right. You have actually moved on but I made you look back. He asked and I said no. What if you asked her and she said yes? I don't know.

I'm sorry.

12072011

Woke up early and went to get a haircut then dropped by MIGS for a while. Had lunch then went home. Being compared with my neighbor's children. I washed my clothes and hanged them out, noone knows. Why compare? Nothing is perfect. People are just weird. Pissed off so I went to bed.

ASUIASHDUASIDHASD i miss you.

11072011

I should have went to winnie's to get my haircut and dyed then go to the market day thingy at MIGS then maybe hang out with Jess thenthen back to MIGS for the performance night!

INSTEAD OF staying at home finishing tissue box. AUYSDGASHDSDUIW. FML.

a million sneezes.

Received a text message from him...
I'm too sick to think. I can take you as a friend but you don't ever expect me to walk to you like other girls and say hi first. You can totally think that I am ignoring you. I'm not in the mood to talk to you. That's how you used to be.

I can't go out with Jessica or attend MIGS performance night today because my flu got worse.
BAISDBDIEDJSK, I'm gonna cook later because I'm home alone. The best part is eating, the worst part is washing.

Continuation.

Tash's mummy dropped Elli, Tash, Hope and I at Shangri-la hotel. And so all of us got dress for our next event. Olivia, Tania and RachelKiew came and planned to stay the night with us. My phone battery was flat because I forgot to charge it so Tash was worried and so she planned to contact my friends and pick me up from Maison at 3am. Received Maisarah's text saying be careful and stuff. I don't have so called bestfriends but I have real friends (: Tash, Elli, Hope and I took a cab and they dropped me at Maison. Clubbing is not fun. Just not. My main purpose was to get drunk but I don't like alcohol. I might be very weird to some people. I kept on drinking and someone poured some whiskey or shit into my mouth... taste very bitter. The best part is just the music, the songs, the bass and the volume. People were smoking like chimney until I find it really hard to breath. I was wondering how bad my lungs and liver were damaged but looking at others... how often do I go clubbing? Oh well... just one night, not much damage can be done. ...Just the two of us know what happened... Sat outside with a bunch of people and talked. I was not drunk, maybe just a little tipsy. Then Andy brought me back to Shangri-la hotel... Tash and Elli got back few minutes after we did. They didn't believe I was not drunk and so I talked to them about everything and Biology, they began to believe me. My shirt was covered with smoke, I didn't have extra, the girls offered some clothes but they might not have any for the next day and so I slept in a bath robe. I kept on spitting bubbles and felt like vomiting. Sitting next to the toilet bowl at around 5am. Just horrible. The girls planned to sleep when the sun rise and so they did.

I woke everyone up at 8ish because I am cool like that. Then I called the room service to fix the lights. All of us were hungry so we get ready and off for breakfast. We went to Pavilion for breakfast... some at TGIF. Then we saw Zainal, Kevin, Hakim, Shuri, Hannah and AYoung. Headed back to the hotel and chilled.

17062011

The day I graduate.
Went to Winnie's at 1030am. Then walked to school to meet Tash. Followed Tash home with Tanisha and Elli. We ate lunch and chilled. Went to Shangri-la hotel to check in with Tash's daddy. Time was running out. Tash's mummy picked us up and all of us went to winnie's to get our hair done. AUSYDASDHA... she paid for everything. Everyone was probably on their way to Prince hotel but we were on our way to Tash's house. Tash's and my bladder were about to explode because of waiting at the Saloon... there goes Hosh, "LET ME GO TO THE TOILET FIRST". Tash rushed to the toilet before Hosh could. Nik was in his room being a nerd. Hosh opened his arms and said, "Hug meee quick! Amida is not here! Quickkk!" and so I did. We have always wanted to give each other a hug but Amida is always around so we both decide not to because she might get jealous or whatsoever. Elli and I start to get ready and Tash's mummy was doing make up for her. Hosh was walking around and singing. Nik drove us to prince hotel with Hosh next to him in his new car. Nik and Hosh were dancing and singing... music volume to the maximum. Hosh went "WHATTHEFUCKKK". Good times.

Prom night begins. We hanged outside for quite some time, took pictures then we went in with our prom date. Went up onto the stage... people clapped and yeaaa, went to our tables. We ate and watched videos, presentations and performances. I had fun making noises with Tash (: and looking at teacher's facial expression when Amida, RachelLoh and Nina were dancing. Aunt won the lucky draw. I was happy to see faces I haven't seen for a long time. Prom King and Prom Queen goes to Shuri and Shaun. Then we took more pictures after everything.