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29032011- Last day of Art IGCSE Component 1, I didn't finish it. I was freaking upset. Eyes were covered with tears but I managed to control. I felt numb therefore I went and got piercings to remember that day. Art might not be important to you but it is very to me.

30032011- Careers' day. Indian. Chinese. British.

Prefects' outing. We went to Genting Highlands. Outdoor/extreme park.
I wore shorts and singlet/tank top, more than 10 people called me crazy.
It wasn't cold.
- Cable car. Christian shouting and screaming. He was scared... so was I.
- Cyclone. Debbie.
- Corkscrew. Debbie. We screamed like nobody's business.
- SnowWorld. It wasn't cold. Face was covered with artificial snow because of the guys.
- Lunch. Shaun challenged me to tie a knot with a cherry stork with my tongue.
- Bumper cars. Felt so pro at driving.
- FerrisWheel. Scary.
- Flume ride thingy. Masakazu and RachelKiew :) Aileen, Christian and Tania. All wet.
- Shooting game. Tania, RachelKiew, Christian, Aileen, Masakazu. Christian considers me a pro xD
- Milk bubble tea.
- Cable car. Aileen was scared. Maisarah was freaking out because her camera lens cover was outside the gondola.
Some went onto the space/solero shot. I was afraid that I can't handle the pressure, I might vomit all my organs out xD

I don't know what fun is but I smiled and laughed :)

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26032011- Art extra class.
27032011- Art.
4hours. Art exam, I was going slow and steady. Now, all worried.
I feel fucked up.
I can't wait for it to end.

I stopped you from doing things you like because I believe they're not good for you. Now, you've found a girl who would do all the things with you. I'm glad for you. Falling deeply in love with her. After knowing why she did all that, please don't come crying to me.
I made a right choice.

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BUSYBUSYBUSY.
I stayed back everyday for Art.
18032011- I stayed back for ICT.

19032011- Art extra class. Art Installation- 'Emotional journey'. MrAjesh and Tash took pictures. I went shopping.

20032011- I went shopping and bought a pair of high heels :D

21032011- Tash said a word that made me laugh like shit but I can't remember :( Addmaths, I sat with Kevin.

Today, I skipped school because I have free period in the morning and (MrShahul's sick) free period in the afternoon. It was raining heavily. I woke up at 8ish then went back to sleep... woke up at 9 then gave myself another 30minutes. I copied an artist's work and didn't record his name and was told that if I can't find his name... I have to tear off his work(my work). I have been searching his name, Ajesh helped and Aileen offered to help too but not found. I began to search for the artist's name. I FINALLY FOUND IT. At that moment, I couldn't stop smiling and felt freaking smart because of the way I found it. Then off to school. Did Art and discussed my final piece with MrAjesh. Came home and did Art again.

It has been raining alot lately.

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16032011- I stayed back with Mr Ajesh and did Art.
Just because she is my bestfriend doesn't mean she is always right to me. I strongly believe she did nothing wrong therefore shut up.

I don't want to hear anything about you anymore because it really hurts to know what you did and what happened. Do you know how much it hurts?! You can drink and do something to forget me but I can't. If only you read my blog and understand how I feel. It fucking hurts like shit. I smile because I have no rights. I shouldn't be selfish. I'm just jealous, but according to others, jealous shows that you love someone. I should move on. After all, when you love someone you do become stupid. I'm confused.
Therefore, I should not love.
I don't deserve your love anyways.
Most of all, I don't want to lose a friend like you.

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13032011- You told me you have feelings for someone else. Somehow I felt horrible but I'm glad for you. Out of all the girls, why her? I have no rights to question you. My dear, you don't know her well.

MrAjesh was ABSENT.
Addmaths, we were asked to do questions and I got most of them right with no help... that was a surprise. Business, every minute was like an hour. Biology, I felt smart because I helped Tash, JuHyung, Shaun and Edward :D Came home, home alone, lazy to cook, no lunch, took a nap. It started to rain and so I felt lazy, watched TV. Cousins came over and bought me a burger for dinner.

Feeling useless.

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11032011- Almost fall asleep while doing Chemistry test. Stayed back for the Audition. Went to Tash's house with Elli. We ate lunch and, sat and lied around. We went to Selangor Polo club to pick up Adilla then off we went to Pavilion and had a dinner at TGIF. Talktalktalk. We walked in the rain to KLCC. Dropped Tash home.

I dreamed I had 10 Golden Retriever puppies, 8 of them when missing, 2 left :( I was sad and I cried.
I can be tired even when I'm asleep.

12032011- Woke up at 8ish. Went across with Kevin and got my breakfast then went to school for ICT and Art extra classes. Went across to buy MrAjesh's lunch. I planned to go for Shahul's addmaths tuition but changed my mind. ArtArtArt. Some people came and fogged the whole school with the mosquito thingy. We were stuck in the room for a while. I went home and did ArtArtArt. I took a nap. Then went to Aunt's house for dinner. The little boy was freaking chubby! Cuteee. Cousins came home with me then we talked about school. I went to bed while they were still around.

I dreamed of you. I will not forget. I guess I really miss you terribly.

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I have been busy.
Art extra classes and AddMaths tuition.
Yesterday, I stayed back and watched the match- MIGS vs Sayfol.

I felt very tired, tears fell off my eyes... Sick and tired of everything.

Today, stayed back for Art extra classes then went to Tash's house for lunch. Addmaths tuition with Tash. English tuition with Kevin and JuHyung because IGCSE ESL oral exam starts tomorrow. Had a fast dinner with Kevin's sister, Kevin and JuHyung.

You are trying so hard to make me jealous. Well done, I am.
Maybe you are not trying to make me jealous... but I am.

Should I let go the kite?

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Yesterday, Someone confessed and I said "No" because I assumed that I belong to you, just not now.

Whenever I am online, I wonder when you will come online.
Finally, you are online. Now, I stare and start wondering when you will going offline.
The moment you go offline, I will feel horrible because I expect you to talk to me.

He might say why must or should I?
It's because I want to but I've been making the first move to many times.

-Just because I'm busy doesn't mean I don't love you.